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A Roll Of The Quantum Dice

by R. Foster

Think carefully before you cast these dice.

When you first pick them up, they don’t seem different. The same heft as a pair slipped into your palm in a Vegas casino. But if you step up to that dark table, you’ll know pretty quickly how far from ordinary QuDice are. That first toss sends your mind tumbling in ways you never come back from.

Quantum Dice.

They were an unexpected outcome of a backroom project at Lawrence Livermore National Lab, Weapons Superblock. The guys were struggling with how quantum effects were limiting the yield of their device.

It drove them nuts. Neutrons, protons, they can never make up their minds. First, they’re a particle, then they’re a wave. How could you ever understand that insanity?

Well, what if you could experience quantum behavior firsthand? In everyday objects, like baseballs and basketballs?  They shared the same particle-wave duality as subatomic particles. But weirdly, even though baseballs were much bigger than protons, their wavelengths were much smaller. As objects got bigger their wavelengths shrank down to nothing. And their quantum nature disappeared.  

Those guys took it as a personal challenge: Make quantum behavior visible by making wavelengths bigger. You’ve got to hand it to our geniuses. They found a metamaterial that would curve spacetime so tightly it could redshift particle wavelengths up orders of magnitude. 

I did the calculations, and it blew us all away. It would expand a hardball, or a human’s wavelength up into the centimeter range. You could experience your own wave nature. You could live in a quantum world.

So, they locked themselves in the cleanroom, and worked round the clock refining fab routes. The crystal structure was crazy hard. Learning how to grow it took the better part of a year, but when they got the processing parameters dialed in, they were seeing flawless samples as big as your thumb.

At first it was strictly research. They were going to rewrite all the textbooks. Nobel prize stuff. But somewhere along the way, overwork and arrogance gave way to bad judgement, and somebody said, “Dice.”

That was it. Such an obvious choice.

They grew two 1.5 cm cubes and etched a slit straight through each. Two vertical stripes of darkness, double slits staring you down.

Snake eyes.

I tried to warn them. I kept saying: Listen to Einstein. Even God wouldn’t touch these dice.  But when they passed them to me, my knees went weak. I remember my hands shaking so hard I could hear the QuDice rattling like bones.

I threw and time shuddered. The QuDice tumble through space, and I’m tumbling too, falling, squeezing into those double slits. There’s this incredible rush, as my body thins and ripples. Suddenly I’m surging forward, a thrilling frequency vibrating through me, a cosmic Om ringing out hosannas. I can feel my wavelength stretching and expanding, probability distribution blowing up to fill the room. I don’t exist anywhere in particular. I’m everywhere, all at once. For a few moments that feel like forever, I am a cloud of probabilities, every location and every state, all suddenly superposed and all existing simultaneously. I see every conceivable me-state exploding out in a dazzling kaleidoscope of endless multiplicity and I am them all. Everything is possible and nothing is determined. Then in an instant, the QuDice hit the table, skid to a stop and I collapse.

Word got out. Everybody came to try. A young post doc brought in her boyfriend, and they tossed the dice together. Sex in superposition. Two bodies intermingle, merge and entangle. They share every quantum state, as they pour from the double slit, interlaced waves cresting and breaking. Love’s fringes of light and shadow, brilliant hot peaks of passion, cool dark hollows of surrender, reinforce and cancel, again and again, fading to infinity.

After that, there was a line out the door. The Lab Director tried to shut it down, keep it quiet, but it was too late. The QuDice had already tunneled out. You couldn’t build barriers high enough. Dice parlors started materializing all around the South Bay and nobody could stop them.

In the end, even I couldn’t quit. God, I tried. But when I held those QuDice in my hands, nothing else mattered. To touch the pure bliss of the quantum wavefunction, every state superposed, every reality coexisting. You could see it all, know it all, be it all. If only for an instant.

That’s why the crash is all the crueler. When the QuDice tumble back to earth, the wavefunction collapses. The bubble of possibilities pops and the superposition of states reduces to one eigenstate. The state that is your life.  

But what really hurts, is that as you’re being squeezed down, reduced to that one lousy reality, you don’t even get to choose. You watch all those possibilities slip through your fingers. All those choices disappear and none of them are yours. The cold probability of the wavefunction decides the state you find yourself reduced to. And it’s completely random.

There is no choice. No free will.

Everything that you are, all that you feel, the state you’re in right now, is nothing but chance. It doesn’t have anything to do with what you want, or decide, or that mirage you call intention. You are nothing more than an errant particle surfing a probability wave. And the universe is a casino, that calculates the odds, shakes the dice and throws you out to a random fate.

It feels so bad, so low. Your palms start to itch. Your head pounds. You’ll do anything to get back to all those possibilities, desperate to toss the QuDice one more time. You know you will. You’ve got no choice. Your whole reality is just a roll of the dice.

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Bio:

R. Foster lives in Washington State with his wife and son. As an engineering researcher, he has authored more than 100 technical publications. This is his first published work of fiction.

Philosophy Note:

Quantum mechanics underpins the world as we know it. Yet, on the small time and length scales where classical physics gives way to quantum descriptions, the mathematics points to outcomes so weird and nonintuitive they challenge anyone who encounters them. Is there any way to make sense of the craziness? I wanted to try to imagine what it would be like to experience quantum reality firsthand. What if you could exchange your existence as an entity with a well-defined position for life as a cloud of probabilities? Or enter a state of entanglement with your lover? The result is a trip of equal parts ecstasy and despair. Stretch your wavelength, expand your mind and play dice with the universe.

Legible Through Flame

by Miah O’Malley

We were made to finish things. What we touched moved, patiently and without appeal, toward completion. Needles dried and shed their water. Bark split along its weakest seams. Cellulose loosened, lifted, vanished into heat. Forests had always resolved this way. After us came mineral quiet, a silence so complete it required no witness. We did not hurry. We did not doubt. Erasure had never failed us.

The first heat did not arrive from sky or friction. It arrived already fed, already shaped. Compounds we do not make on our own—oily accelerants, sugars cracked too quickly, nitrates that flared without regard for fuel moisture—touched ground and took. The ignition geometry was wrong for lightning, wrong for chance. A point-source bloom radiated outward against the night air’s slackness. We recognized the signature at once. We had been called.

The grove received us without alarm. Leaves curled inward and withdrew while outer bark blistered and opened. We braided and unbraided along slope and wind, opening corridors of combustion that widened as they rose. This was meant to be simple. A finishing.

But collapse did not arrive where it should have.

The outer centimeters pyrolyzed cleanly, but too dry, too orderly—and the char foamed in fine ridges the way polymers do, not lignin. The phloem and cambium did not blister and die. Heat passed through and dispersed instead of concentrating toward rupture. The sharp reports of ignition softened and stretched into intervals. Ash delayed in settling, held aloft by a slight coherence too strange to ignore.

We adjusted and pushed on. Moisture, density, arrangement could bend outcomes by degrees. We widened by preheating outward—our radiative load drying needles and bark ahead of flame, our convective wash rolling hot gases low across the litter until it outgassed and took. Cinders lifted into plume and crossed gaps, landing downwind; new ignitions stretched the perimeter outward. If the ignition had been imposed, we would overtake it. If a pattern had emerged, we would erase it.

But when we returned to the earlier fractures, the behavior persisted.

The same intervals.

The same refusal to resolve.

Lignin did not collapse into ash where it should have. The stiffening polymer that gave trunks their vertical insistence softened, fractured, and then—against expectation—held. Under pyrolysis, it did not melt into homogeneity. It broke into finer architectures that retained relation under stress. Char locked into intumescent skins that resisted spall. The structure articulated.

As we intensified, the grove answered in chemistry: heated needles vented terpenes; split bark released sharp phenolics. Volatile organics moved ahead of us, priming plant life nearby—the infrastructure of compounds moving through air because that is how plants share state. This was not warning or plea, it was transmission. We pushed into it, believing acceleration would restore order.

Our plume carried more than soot. Turbulence preserved modulation in pressure and particulate density; the column thickened into conduit. What should have dispersed smeared into coherence. We advanced, still sufficient, still assured, even as the grove declined to end.

Only later would we understand that this refusal was not resistance.

We pressed harder. We tightened perimeters, starved pockets of oxygen, consumed corridors meant to break continuity. We crowned the grove in flame to contain it.

Crown fires stitched the canopy into a single front, lifting our work into full expression—heat moving like a held note, unbroken, a vast ignition breathing across the upper air. Temperatures climbed past thresholds that had always been enough. Drying, then pyrolysis, then flame arrived on schedule.

What did not arrive was erasure.

Instead, we did the one thing we could not retrieve. The crown fire shredded structure to respirable scale. Lignin lattices that had held within trunks were aerosolized, lifted as fine char and ordered particulate. Our plume—tall, violent, efficient—took the archive and scattered it far beyond the grove’s perimeter, embedding it into downwind soils, into watersheds, into the breathing of places we would not visit for years.

Outgassing came in bands. What should have volatilized reorganized. What should have been erased escaped. The more thoroughly we advanced, the more complete the translation became. Combustion ceased to be terminal. It became catalytic. We were no longer ending a system. We were converting it.

Suppression arrived, constraint. Voices murmuring, stop the flames. Water fell in sheets that flashed to steam before reaching cambium. Retardants coated crowns in mineral pinks and reds, altering surface chemistry but not structure. Firebreaks cut lines through fuels that no longer required continuity. We flowed around these efforts, over them, through the altered physics they imposed, late and misaligned. Combustion merged with archive, excitation with memory. What traveled forward was neither flame nor forest, but a shared circuit in which energy unlocked stored arrangement, and arrangement guided energy’s passage.

When water finally cooled us, it did not end our work. Rain scavenged particulate from the plume and carried it downward, pressing ordered char into soil miles away on the horizon. Streams took it up, depositing it along banks and floodplains. Roots encountered it and didn’t dissolve it. Fungal threads wove through it, incorporating fragments into networks that did not recognize provenance.

Cooling altered our reading of what had occurred. We recognized then that the grove had not resisted us at all. It had anticipated us. Its growth had been a long preparation: fibers thickened and arranged not merely for support or hydraulic flow, but for eventual excitation beyond biological tolerance. Growth had been the storage state.

Flame was the release. We were the required reader, the vector. Each ignition activated a circuit. Fragments of the archive nested far from their origin released what they had banked, each surge drawing the pattern forward. Sound resolved into layered sequences, frequencies aligning as if the grove possessed an internal register our passage unlocked. We registered it as repetition without decay, a music of articulation.

Lignin fragments—freed from their obligations to support and transport—interacted with cellulose residues and mineral ash, forming micro-lattices that conducted vibration. Belowground, carbon and salts moved along hyphal paths—aid or accident made no difference to us—embedding the archive into substrates that would outlast trunks and crowns.

Even after heat bled away, vibration persisted—too low for breath to register, too ordered to be noise—returning through roots that still held contact, converting wind into signal and pressing it back into the ground.

Signal moved on, through crackle and through quiet. Through residue and through air.

We did not ask what information we carried.

The grove did not ask who would hear.

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Bio:

Miah O’Malley is a writer and artist living in the Ozark mountain ridge plateau. Her work blends speculative fiction with ecological and medical realities. She holds an MFA in creative writing from Vermont College of Fine Arts and an MS in Nursing from Loyola University. She can be found at www.miahomalley.com.

Philosophy Note:

This story asks whether some systems become legible only under the conditions that seem to destroy them. We often view processes like fire as terminal and matter as passive material shaped by external forces. Yet in this narrative, combustion does not eliminate the grove; it acts as a catalytic threshold that reorganizes structure. I hope the piece engages questions in the metaphysics of change and philosophy of science: is a system defined by its stable form, or by the transformations that reveal how it reorganizes under pressure? If certain forms of organization are readable only at energetic extremes, then what appears to be an ending may instead mark a shift in how a system operates.